This Clairvoyant Energy Update is for 17 Nov-1st Dec 2024, but the practices and ideas are applicable anytime.
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The main themes are spirituality and your purpose. Those are some pretty big themes, indeed!
Spirituality - A Renewed Sense of Connection
You have felt disconnected, and this purple I see denotes your yearning for reconnection. You are entering a new stage where "spirit" starts to unravel in a new and fresh way for you.
What do I refer to when I say spirituality? I will try to keep this very simple because there is so much to say on this subject. For me, spirituality is simply the feeling of connection. Connection to something greater than ourselves. We are always connected, but we aren't always aware of it. This awareness can manifest in so many different ways. For example, an exquisite work of art can shift something in you that makes you more aware of your connection. The feeling of love for another can do that, too. Sometimes, it's a meditation or maybe a psychedelic journey. Many things can get you there. Ultimately though, it doesn't matter what gets you there, it's the connection that matters. We just overlook it most of the time cause we are too busy.
Your "reconnection" will feel unlike your past experiences. It feels fresh, new and more authentic.
You underwent a period of confusion, and this helped you let go of everything you thought was spirituality. Your understanding was a little bit shallow or surface level. Not to say that it wasn't important because it was.
I remembered this verse from the Tao Te Ching, which is relevant here:
"The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao;
The name that can be named is not the eternal name."
The passage teaches that the divine, or ultimate truth, transcends human language and understanding. Attempts to define or label it will inevitably reduce it to something less than what it truly is.
We are so hung up on using the mind to understand everything. However, while the mind is a wonderful tool, it cannot be used to grasp the divine. The divine wouldn't be so divine if it could be grasped by the mind, right?
If things didn't feel quite right before, it was because you weren't connecting to the essence, that essence beyond the words, but rather to the words themselves. Words are just signposts leading us to the essence but not the real thing. This purple shows that you are now becoming aware of your true connection.
Overcoming the Duality in Lower Consciousness Models of Spirituality
Lower-consciousness models of spirituality often create a dualistic framework of light vs. dark. We often feel more connected when things go our way but feel like we have fallen from God's grace when we are confused about our path. Certainly, at times, we can feel like the Universe is against us. However, from a higher perspective, everything is divine.
When you see yourself with the wisdom of your higher self, you don't reject the "dark" and difficult times but rather see them as a part of your journey with no judgment. We are very used to judging experiences as "good" or "bad".
It is when we judge an experience as "bad" that we start to feel disconnected. Notice that I say you "feel disconnected", which implies that you aren't actually disconnected, but rather, it is a self-imposed experience. Don't judge your experiences. Connection to your higher self is unconditional.
The last 2 weeks have been a little challenging. It's been hard to focus at work. I caught myself in my old patterns and was quite mean to myself. I definitely didn't feel connected in those moments, but then I had some instances of wisdom where I brought softness to the dark moments. Although it was still dark, and I wasn't sure of what I was experiencing and why, I felt a sense of connection, which brought forth trust and a feeling of being held by the Universe and that I was exactly where I was supposed to be. These are the moments when it's hard to have the awareness of connection because it's so cloudy, and we may be in emotional turmoil and feel like things are only getting worse, but the awareness of connection is exactly what we need in those moments. This isn't so that we may change anything but as a simple act of remembrance of our true nature, which, as a result, does help with handling the situation.
The supreme being/God/The Universe does not discriminate and says oh, you were bad today, so there is no connection for you. You create that feeling of disconnection by judging yourself and your experiences.
Come back to your true essence.
Quick Note About The Ego Here
Your sense of worthiness and ego can try to attach themselves to this connection, but this connection is different altogether. It's not something your ego can attach to because it transcends the realm in which the ego lives in, but simultaneously, it permeates it. Worthiness is a natural result of connection, but don't make a thing out of it in your head. Don't create an identity around it. Enjoy it as it is. One good example to illustrate this is how people wear "spiritual" jewellery, clothes, or, as I saw in old Romanian homes, a lot of religious paintings or pictures. While nothing is wrong with that because they can be beautiful, don't confuse that for a sense of connection because it has nothing to do with it.
The point here is to not go back into your old framework of understanding spirituality.
Search for Meaning and Your Life Purpose
You are stepping back into what you already knew was your purpose after a "dark" period where you had to let go of all the bits and pieces of your life that weren't conducive to manifesting that purpose into physical reality.
You have undergone a process similar to that in Alchemy, where you become conscious of the parts of yourself that no longer serve you right now and you no longer gave energy and power to them. It felt like parts of you were dying because they were, in a sense. You needed to go through this period to let go of those parts, and that's why it felt confusing. Now, you are slowly coming out of this phase and starting to see the metaphorical light.
The Collective Energy Body Scan
I saw some black energy that sits behind you. Black energy is simply other people's energy in your field. This can be in the form of programs, beliefs or ideas about how your life should be.
For example, societal conditioning like "You can’t be an artist because you’ll starve" can hold you back.
Releasing this energy is key. Meditation can help you become aware of these influences so you can distinguish between what is information in your field that is yours and what isn’t. Otherwise, you will keep making decisions from programming that isn't you. Just like Carl Jung said (I can never get enough of this quote):
“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”
Additionally, pay particular attention to your crown chakra. The crown chakra plays a pivotal role in your energy system, as it sets the tone for the rest of your body and energy centres.
By focusing on the crown chakra, you can deepen your self-awareness and connect more profoundly with the messages from your higher self.
Oracle Deck Insights
Card 1: Authority (Psychic Tarot Oracle Deck)
This card commands respect. It speaks to the crown chakra and your renewed sense of connection. There is a sense of authority, but this isn't a worldly one; however, it does translate into a worldly one as well. This points to the power that comes with knowing who you are. It is related to the certainty that comes when you are connected to your truth. You can find this information in your crown.
When you have this certainty, this sense of knowing who you are, your life starts to make much more sense, and whatever you desire starts to fall into place effortlessly. That is when you can start to build. You know that your ideas and impulses to take action come directly from your higher self. Every movement, action or thing you say has the certainty and flavour of your Higher Self. Thus, your creations and your moves have the authority of your Higher Self.
Card 2: The Elephant- "Open yourself to true abundance" Archangel's Mary and Raphael (Archangel Animal Oracle Deck)
I LOVE LOVE LOVE the energy of this card. It's something I've been tapping into a lot lately, and it's doing wonders for me.
This card reminds you that playfulness keeps vibrations high. Laugh often and take time to play. This is a message to tap into the pure joy that sits in your heart. I usually get a lot more information in a card, but what I got when I asked for more, I received: that's all. It's simple; it's all you need. I love the simplicity, clarity and calm of this message. That's how pure joy and play feel: high vibrating, simple. This simplicity of pure joy taps us into the true abundance of life.
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With love and presence,
Ana (Clairvoyant Psychic & Intuitive Manifestation Coach)
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