This Clairvoyant Energy Update is for 3-17 Nov 2024, but the practices and ideas are applicable anytime.
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You know those people that you can hang out with in complete silence, and it's not awkward?
And then I'm sure you are familiar with the opposite, the people that you hang out with that it's super awkward with, and you always feel the need to say something to cover up the silence.
Well, it's a little bit like that in relationship with yourself, too. The more content you are with yourself, the more happy you are in silence alone, but also, in general, everything is more fun. It's like you have your best friend cheering you on, there for you at all times.
The first colour I see is a light blue, forming one aspect of the rose. Part of it remains hidden, just out of view for now. This light blue represents a journey back to yourself. It’s about finding contentment in simply being you. It's about creating that space where you can sit within yourself and think, I really love being here. I love being me.
These next two weeks are about finding that contentment with yourself and within yourself.
Journal prompt:
Reflect on any situations where you feel a need to “fill the silence.” What do you think you are trying to avoid or control in these moments? How would it feel to allow silence instead?
What would make you have a better relationship with yourself? Maybe it's more trust that no matter what you've got your back, or maybe it's that you need to allow yourself to have more fun.
What I saw next was a bit strange. I saw the stem of the rose, but horizontally, it was as if my reading screen had turned 90 degrees, so I had to shift my head to see. What I received from this was that the way you look at things changes what you see. Perspective. Become more aware of the lens through which you look at the world and yourself; maybe all you need to tap into that inner contentment is a different perspective.
The largest part of the rose that has revealed itself to us looks purple. Purple, of course, is a spiritual colour. And there are many layers to it. I see many petals of the rose. In the same manner, there are many layers to your spirituality. There are many ways that you can approach your spirituality. There are many ways that you can connect. It's not just one way. We are all too obsessed with finding that one way to connect. Connection can happen in many different places, it many different ways. It's very diverse. And none of it is wrong. They're all "correct". There's a richness in this diversity of spiritual connection. Explore your spiritual connection. What are the different ways that you can connect? Most importantly, smile, laugh, and bring joy in your pursuit of connection. It definitely isn't a serious endeavour. It's important but not serious.
The relationship with yourself and your spiritual connection are tied together. The more you connect to the infinite part of you, the more you feel the absolute awe and unconditional love for yourself.
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Investigating Yourself
At the base of the rose, I notice a hint of yellow. Yellow is tied to your sense of identity in the world. There’s an energy here of something you may be hiding about yourself, possibly a part of who you are that you’ve been made to feel embarrassed or ashamed of, a piece of your true makeup.
This yellow is also connected to someone who was once a part of your life but is no longer present. This person contributed to your upbringing in some way, and they may be reappearing in your dreams or memories. The purpose of this "random" presence is so that you can explore something about yourself and take a deeper look at the core beliefs and programming that shape who you are today.
Storytime:
What came up for me while I was receiving the energy update was a memory of my younger brother's nanny, who mostly took care of him, but I was around too, so she was partially my nanny, too. I must have been seven years old at the time.
The memory was of me playing with some toys in what, at the time, was perceived as a masculine or boyish way, not something a girl would do. I remember the look of disapproval, disgust, and even fear on her face. Like there must be something deeply wrong with me. For context, I also looked very much like a boy. I would beg my mum to bring me to the hair salon, cut my hair short, and stop buying me skirts.
I don't remember exactly what I felt at that moment, but I more or less felt her emotions, that there was something wrong with me and that I shouldn't keep doing that. I know I felt ashamed and embarrassed. She made a comment about how girls don't do that. I was confused, but I understood that I needed to conform and act in a certain way.
In that moment she passed on a picture to me that created an unnecessary block in the flow of my energy and in the way that I express myself authentically. Now is an important time to become aware of pictures like this in your field that block the way your energy naturally flows. Maybe you had a natural inclination to sing when you were little, and your uncle made a disapproving comment in front of you about singers. Perhaps you always wanted to be a doctor, but your parents, both business people, kept talking about how business people are the really smart ones, not doctors.
Journal prompt:
What are the beliefs that I received from this person? Are they beneficial?
This collective trend is about starting an investigation into yourself. This requires honesty. Look at yourself with honesty. Take the gift of the brutal truth that the Scorpio new moon brought and integrate it further.
I don't know about you, but I love "investigating" myself.
Closely investigate the information that sits inside of you. Scrutinize those programs and beliefs that are running on auto-pilot within you.
Are these programs running against the current of your true self, or are they an accurate reflection of your true self?
When your Higher Self and your identity come together = Transmutation
As I observe, the yellow forms a spiral, and I see purple energy gently intertwining with it. This blend of colours signifies transmutation. The purple, representing spiritual connection, is merging with the yellow identity energy, helping to transform outdated beliefs or patterns that may no longer serve you. By connecting with your higher self, you can transmute these old patterns into something more aligned with your present self, something more valuable.
This is like performing a form of energy surgery on yourself, carefully reshaping the beliefs and influences that currently define you.
However, keep in mind that it's not about erasing or eliminating a pattern, but rather, giving a new meaning, attention, understanding and love to it as that is what transforms it.
The Collective Energy Body Scan
Take a moment to reflect on your ability to move forward. Is there anything holding you back, something you may need to release in order to take those next steps? I sense a subtle energy wrapping around your legs. It does not seem very strong, but it might be gently preventing you from moving forward. It could even be disguised as something comforting or protective, making it harder to recognize. Sometimes, the things we hold onto for “comfort” end up slowing us down.
You are also adjusting to allowing more pleasure and joy into your body, yet there is a hint of stiffness, almost as if feeling good is unfamiliar. Your energy body is shifting to welcome more flow, ease, and enjoyment. However, this new sense of life and vitality may not feel familiar, and it's almost like you don't know what to do with all of this new energy.
Don't worry. It is simply a matter of adjusting. Allow yourself to settle into this new feeling of well-being and thriving.
Oracle Deck Insights
Card 1: Temptation (Psychic Tarot Oracle Deck)
This card has a sticky energy, something that pulls you in but not in a pleasant way. It invites you to examine the things in your life that hold this kind of pull, patterns or behaviours that seem to draw you in. Pay close attention to these areas. What are the things that hold power over you, that influence you away from the guidance of your higher self?
This card is about recognizing the things that act as substitutes for your true connection to your higher self. Nothing is stronger than the power or pull of our connection if we put our attention there. If we focus on our authentic selves and drink from that well, any pull or "temptation" from any pattern will seem small, no matter how strong.
Keep an eye on any addictions, no matter of what nature. These can be to your phone, social media, habits, food, alcohol or other. Additionally, pay attention to your thoughts and limiting beliefs.
I find it interesting that this card came up after last week because last week was all about connecting to what brings you joy and pleasure and makes you feel alive. I am mentioning this to make a point about pleasure. Pleasure aligned with your higher self brings you deeper into your power and purpose; pleasure not aligned with your higher purpose brings you further away and takes away your power. Something to think about is how to distinguish between the two.
Card 2: The Owl- "Listen to the messages of the angels" (Archangel Animal Oracle Deck)
Despite the other card, you are very connected. Extremely connected, actually. You are receiving communication from your spirit guides and angels at all times. All you have to do is tune in, tap in, and pay attention.
This card is so straightforward and to the point. I feel a warmth coming from it, too. I even get tingles.
The Owl’s message is clear and direct: create space and quiet, and the insights you seek will come to you effortlessly, like arrows flying straight to their mark.
There is a warmth and gravity to this card, a reminder of the strength in simply listening. Embrace the stillness and allow these messages to reach you.
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With love and presence,
Ana (Clairvoyant Psychic & Intuitive Manifestation Coach)
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