The feeling of escape, of leaving yourself, is showing up. Perhaps you are feeling uncomfortable in your body and in your presence. Within your core is this love energy, but you are feeling afraid of the love of life inside of you.
You need to retreat and do some self-care, do something that makes you happy and puts you at ease. Do something that makes you feel the soft parts of yourself, and give yourself some love like you would to someone else if they were going through a tough time.
Your connection to your sexuality is coming up. It's like you are rediscovering your sexuality. There is this raw sexual energy that wants to express itself. A new sense of self will arise from your exploration of your sexuality. Not surprisingly, it will lead to you finding this love within yourself that I was talking about earlier, and instead of running away from it, you will embrace it. By accepting and nurturing your sexuality, you will find a new love and understanding of yourself. You will rediscover your inner passion for life. It will lead to you feeling more centred, more confident, and more sure of yourself. The more you nurture this and give it attention, the more accepting of yourself you will be. There is also an aspect of spirituality and connection to the divine related to your sexuality. More on this in the following paragraph,
You are rediscovering who you are, and you may feel the need to change your appearance. It's like you are learning new things about yourself, getting to know yourself better. It also feels like a playful, childlike energy where you are playing around with different looks and styles and, on a more intrinsic level, playing around with ideas, values and philosophies of life. There is a sense of renewal and self-healing where you are rediscovering and finding out new things about yourself. The raw sexuality that is emerging out of your creative energy centre contributes to the birth of a new identity. You are embracing yourself as a sexual being. This healing makes you feel safer with who you are and within your sexuality. Identity and sexuality go together. We understand our identity better through a deeper connection and understanding of our sexuality. My grandma (who is surprisingly open about her sexuality given the communist era in Romania that she grew up in and lived in) always laughingly says when I make a funny face at one of her comments about sex, "well where do you think you came from?" it amuses me, but she is right. Our sexual natures are often confused and distorted into something dirty and shameful. Our sexualities are something beautiful from which life itself comes out of. The very miracle of life comes out of sexuality. There couldn't be something more sacred in this world, yet it is transformed into something ugly and taboo. This is what I meant at the end of the last paragraph about spirituality and sexuality. Make your sexuality divine. Sexuality and spirituality go together very well.
I see a growing into yourself. You are becoming more of who you are. It shows maturity in the best sense of the word. You are enjoying the process of becoming and appreciating who you are. The feeling of inner satisfaction feels yummy! Even more so because it comes out of your own work. It shows the work of art that is you, done by the artist, that is also you.
Another thing that is emerging is an understanding and a feeling of our connection to the oneness but simultaneously the sense that you are also a separate conscious being. I know this sounds contradictory, but that's the case with the most profound truths. You are one with everything and, at the same time, an individual point of consciousness/light with the same essence as the supreme being. A lot of healing comes out of this for you and all of humanity. As you heal yourself, you automatically help others without having to do anything to them directly. Just because of the shift in your own energy, it automatically influences others as we are all connected.
I see a lot of abundance (in the spiritual sense, but which also translates into physical) and the support of the supreme being. The more you help yourself, the more you are supported by the supreme being and the more abundance you will receive. Like a lot lot lot of it!!! The more you understand your eternal nature, the more you will be showered with abundance. This is because the more you understand your essence you also understand the essence of this world, which IS abundance. It is infinite. The natural way of this world is a harmonious abundance, a flowing and overflowing in abundance.
If things may feel more difficult now, it's because you are being prepared to receive all of this abundance, so don't worry. Just do the best that you can. Be soft and tender with yourself, and give yourself love. You can never have too much love. Engage in practices that make you feel wholeness. You will never feel alone when connected to the Universe. Immerse yourself completely into this ocean of oneness. When you are feeling lost, this will feel like a reset. It will make you feel more like you. It will make you emerge out of the ocean as your true self. It will give you the ability to self-heal, feel alive, and fulfil your purpose. Move in harmony with your life force without blocking it and resisting it.
Love and Presence,
Ana
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